Jumat, 20 November 2009

Maybe not...

When I was walking with you ...
My face turned pale ...
"You okay?"
"Yeah, I'm fine ..." "No...i'm not"
"You're lying ... I know it ..."
"How did you know that I lied to you??"
"Because I know you ..."
"Hmmm" "really ??"
"Why don't you tell me the truth?"
"... I can't ..."
"Why?? I can keep your secret ..."
"Nah .... it's complicated ..." "you won't understand..."
"I'm insist ..."
"...."
"Well ??"
"Ok ... I just thought ... "
"Yeah ??"
"Maybe I do not deserve to say this .. but I feel like...Maybe I'll be able to say like this ..."
"Maybe ?? it could be impossible, right??"
"Nothing is impossible in this world ..." "right..."

"You really want to know what would I say to you?
"You really want to know?"

"Okay, I'll let you know ...
Something that I can not say to anyone
Something on my mind"

"something that is always in my heart ..."

"something that was always in my mind..." "and in my heart"
are these words ...

"did i... deserve to be loved?"

Jumat, 13 November 2009

Gak terasa sama sekali....

I'll make sure to not let you out of my sight from now on...-Suoh Tamaki-

YO !!!!
AKHIRNYA NULIS JUGA !!!
kangen banget gw...gw akhir2 ini sibuk banget...
ngurusin Lomba bahasa inggris yg bakal diadain di skul gw...(o,iya !! Isvill yg SMP Plus bakal diundang lho !! siap2 yow !)
ngurusin lomba debat buat hari ini...
banyak banget tugas...(tapi ngerjainnya males-malesan...)
lagi sakit pula...(gara2 kehujanan...)
BEH ! lengkap sudah...
dan pas gw lagi sibuk-sibuknya...banyak banget kejadian aneh di skolah gw...
ada yg katanya pernah dibisikkin namanya ma seseorang di toilet...
ada yg katanya nangis di toilet lah....
malah sampai ada yang pingsan di toilet ma kesurupan di lapangan...(WTH ?!)
gila...serem banget...
gw ja waktu itu ke toilet mpe merinding sgala...
hahahahahaha....
trus da kjadian juga...ini tentang gw sih...
gw..di skul...gw...ngamuk..
wkwkwkwkwkwkwk...beneran !
gw ngamuk gara2 buku BKS gw dicoret-coret ma nak cowo di kelas gw pake pulpen...
mana gak ngaku pula !
gw banting ja tuh bks di depan mukanya...langsung kalang kabut minta maaf dia...
wkwkwkwkwkwk !! tapi gw kan bener !! masa mreka nyoret2 punya orang lain ?! dengan PULPEN PULA !!!
dan dia tuh gak serius minta maafnya lagi...masa gw berdiri depan dia,dia mukanya ke kanan ??
YANG BENER AJA DONG !!! akhirnya gw bentak ja dia disitu...
(kayaknya klo direkam bakal keren,nih...)
gw tuh bener2 marah banget disitu...masa buku yang berisi kenangan gw,dengan gampangnya dia mencoret-coret buku gw dengan alasan LAGI BERCANDA dan minta maaf ama gw dengan TIDAK SERIUS ??! CUIH GW MAH !
dan akhirnya stelah memakan waktu sekitar 10 menit (abis gw bentak-bentak plus introgasi) akhirnya selese juga dengan muka yg masih sangar dan masih agak marah...
tapi yg anehnya...gw abis ngamuk-ngamuk gitu malah ngantuk...(lho ?! biasanya kan haus !)
trus pas gw tanya ma temen2 gw,mreka komentar bgini..
A: SEREM BANGET !!!
B: Tapi klo kata gw,lo bener ! banyak yang gak suka ma tuh cowo gara2 kaya gitu juga !
C: Lo dah tegas ! gw dukung lo ! (ceileh..makasih yow...:))
D: Lucu klo kata gw mah...(idih ??)
E: Gw kira dia lagi nembak lo ! (JDERRR !)
dan skarang sih..gw malah mikir gw kaya anak kecil banget...(gak juga ah !)

GANTI TOPIK !!

oc ! skarang gw tuh...lagi bingung banget...
ternyata banyak yah orang yg di sekitar gw yang lagi pada FIL (falling in love)
tapi kok gw gak kena sama sekali "virus" mreka,yah ?? (gw ja bingung...)

Udah,yow ! sgini ja lah !
tha-tha~!

Kamis, 05 November 2009

Really ??

If they can't even get something so simple...Then the word must be filled with a bunch of Idiots..-Hitachiin Brothers-

Yap !! entah napa gw agak2 stuju dengan perkataan yg di atas...
hahahahahaha...padahal artinya parah banget yah....
tapi emang bener kok klo kata gw...klo yg simpel ja kagak ngerti,berarti mreka o'on banget...
OK !! GANTI TOPIK !!!
Gw dah ganti template ma playlist blog gw,nih...
yah..lumayan lah...
gw udah mulai agak2 bosen ma anime....
dan soal anime,gw lagi baca klanjutan o-host yg episode 62...
komentar gw pas baca o-host smpe 62 itu cuma 4 kata doang...
yaitu "MEREKA ITU GOBLOK BANGET"
ya ampun !! padahal itu dah jelas banget klo pada suka tapi pada gak nyadar padahal dah jelas banget !!!
gregetan banget gw pingin nabok !! (klo bisa sih...-.-')
tapi tapi...kaoru Hitachiin keren banget !
salut gw...trus klo kata gw,dia yg paling berkesan pas 'nembak'....
GANTI TOPIK LAGI !!!
gw tuh ntah napa GAK SUKA lagu cinta tapi SELALU SUKA dengan lagu yg temanya persahabatan yg setia dan perdamaian...
gw lagi suka banget lagu Note to god yg dinyanyiin ma Charice !! XD~
keren banget !!! padahal dia masih 17 tahun tapi suaranya hampir selevel ma Celine Dion...
lagunya gak da di playlist gw sih...
tapi gw kasih liriknya ja yow !!

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Note to god
by : Charice

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak whats in my soul
I’d ask for all the hate to be swept away
For love to overflow

If I wrote a note to God
I’d pour my heart out on each page
I’d ask for war to end
For peace to mend this world
I’d say, I’d say, I’d say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road…… we’re on

If I wrote a note to God
I’d say please help us find our way
End all the bitterness
Put some tenderness in our hearts
And I’d say, I’d say, I’d say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven’t got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we’re on

No, no no no
We can’t do this on our own
So

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven’t got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we’re on

No, no no no
We can’t do this on our own
So, So

If I wrote a note to God

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klo diliat dari arti liriknya ja udah kuat banget,kan ?? (halah...masa ?)
gw juga lagi suka lagu Kimi ga Iru kara !! artinya tuh 'Because you're here'
liriknya BUAGUUUSSS !!! (lebay...)
lagunya lembut banget...ada di playlist gw !!
klo mw dengerin,boleh...klo gak mau juga gak papa...
nih lirik translatenya !!

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Kimi ga iru kara/Because you're here
by:Sugawara Sayuri

crying is okay, suddenly you say that
don't know but i fell happy
not tear flow, but i smile as an escape
using words as weapon,damn i hurt you
and then we apart without knowing
even season changed i'll support, surely..

hope that want to get, dream want to achieve
makes suddenly remember everything
believe in keep move forward will summon miracle
and will connect to future
forever and ever i will and want to remember you
dear my friend

as if you it would be allright
when apart, it was i said
when you fell loneliness remember that i said and that (loneliness) will disapear beautifully
new door will open
that will make anyone scare and worried
i will support you from behind
remember that and the power will come into you

honest you're feeling it's important
all the true words
the voice will tell what will come
you will pass future that open widely
you always be forever because you here, in my heart
Dear my friend~

sometimes if you fell the time to stop and become the forgotten
whatever it happens,swear me to keep on moving forward
look at light in sky that guide you
and then we will meet again

honest you're feeling it's important
all the true words
the voice will tell what will come
you will pass future that open widely

hope, dream want to achieve
makes suddenly remember everything
believe in keep move forward will summon miracle
and will connect to future
forever and ever i will and want to remember
dear my friend~

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WUIH !!! klo kata gw sih bagus...
gak tau deh klo kata lo2 yg pada baca (palingan juga pada di skip...gapapa lah..)
GANTI TOPIK LAGI !!!
di skul gw ntar bakal ada lomba hari pahlawan lho !! (idih...norak)
tgl 12-14 Novemeber...
ntar gw bakal ikut lomba DEBAT !! (WTH ?!)
hahahahahaha...doa'in biar menang yah !!
padahal sih sebenarnya gw disuruh ikut gambar ma temen2 sekelas...
tapi dengen cepat gw langsung bilang "MBUNG !"
hahahahaha....
o,iya ! soal gambar...gw lagi mencoba2 digital colouring !! (jadul dah gw..ktinggalan banget !)
bentar lagi jadi sih...tapi gw agak2 kurang sreg sma gambarnya !
dan gw tuh ngerjain tuh gambar slama 4 JAM !!! (lama tenan...)
klo kata ayah gw sih..."masih belajar..ntar juga terbiasa"
habis ngerjain tuh gambar,gw langsung sakit panas sampai ga ke skul...(skrang masih agak2 sakit tenggorokannya...kmarin sih mpe berdarah pas gw batuk...tapi masih biasa a.k.a cuma luka doang)

udah yow !! sgini ja dulu !! ntah npa gw merasa klo postingan kali ini sering banget ganti topik dan jadi cerewet banget gw...
tha-tha~!